I have made myself wrong for wanting to practice dance, for wanting to become a better dancer, for wanting to excel technically in dancing.
Is this wrong?
I don’t know.
What’s tripped me up is my own and others opinions.
I KNOW that dancing is NOT a means to an end, it is an experience, a process, a pathway that brings up all my stuff for healing and also brings OUT all my greatness in being.
I LOVE to express myself through dancing, but I have made myself wrong for wanting to dance for my life and share this dance. Is it enough? Can I do this? What does it MEAN to be a professional dancer? Who am I in the dance world? What’s my focus, my goal?
Ultimately, my goal is to connect with myself more and therefore connect with others. I want to be a vehicle of pure Source’s love and light, have FUN and enjoy myself, inspire others, share my gifts and talents, my self expression, live life to the fullest. I feel FULLY ALIVE when I am dancing: in my groove, in the flow.
Dancing is a gift that I want to give.
I want to dance.
I WANNA DANCE!
I want to study in Cuba for a whole year, for ONE YEAR and really study Afro-Cuban and Folklorico! I want to really STUDY Rumba, Kizomba, Guaguanco, Afro-Brazilian, Zouk Lambada.
I want to really perfect my skills and express myself to the fullest through dance.
How do I get there? Hmmm, maybe start researching more programs to support this endeavor. Go to school, study the dance of the African Diaspora?
What’s really underneath this for me?
True love: the ability to JUST BE and to embrace BEING and DOING what I love.
What is so wrong about that?
I am here. I am IN IT. I am ready to go : )
What dream is inside YOUR HEART waiting to BURST out?
What special gift do you have that you are longing to give?
When will you begin?